Saturday, July 14, 2007

i've alot of things in mind i wanted to express out. finally i've straighten out my thoughts after seeing words. these few years, why have i not thought of this before. loving a person doesn't meant to be together with him/her. as long as he/she is living well and happily, nothing matters anymore. love can't be forced. if it's yours, it will be. waiting for years, decades and centuries for the person you love is useless. if your loved asked you to wait, it's pointless. he/she won't leave you alone waiting if he/she still loves you. it's only an excuse for leaving.

once i heard a friend told me he saw this in someone's profile and i think it's quite true.
"i won't shed a tear for the person i love. because the person i loved won't make me tear if he/she really loves me."

think of others feeling too. there's no point saying things to the person you loved and hoping he/she would get back to you. try to put yourself in others shoe. if a person loves you alot, you don't even have a grain of feelings for him/her, you would feel that the person is annoying.

yes i am that person. i've been this person for the past 2 and half years. i've never thought of your feelings at all. i'm sorry. i'd tried my best to give up. this time i really would. if you happened to pass by and read my blog. you know who you are. is it still possible to be friends? leave it for you to decide. i've never regret loving you before. thats all i wanted to say.