Sunday, July 29, 2007

Had been hanging around bugis last whole week, spent alot of money too. Gonna stop spending so much and start studying soon. Really gonna work on my studies already. Went to Jurong Point yesterday with Charlie, Yong Ren, Renata And Xinli. Guess what? Rock Fever again. Haven't been so into Rock Fever for quite a while, now crazy about it again. Maybe it's still new, after playing for some times might feel bored about it already. Don't know what else to post already. So bored, bye!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

ROCK FEVER 5 is out finally. Went to Bugis on saturday and played it. Me, Charlie, Yong Ren and Chun Leng went together. Then, met Xinli and Ke Wei over there. Didn't expect the game only cost a dollar to play. So excited. All of us bought a card that worth $5. Many new songs and new modes, but the playing style is abit different from others. Went around 2pm plus and stayed there all the way til 10pm. When I accompanied Yong Ren to an atm machine to withdraw money, we saw the Mediacorp actress Felicia Chen (Chen Fong Ling). She was so much prettier than I expected, and tall too. Even taller than me. Saw her walking pass us and both of us were stoned. Lucky we didn't make those suagu remarks about her there. After Bugis, Yong Ren, Chun Leng and I went back straight to Sembawang. Slack around for sometimes, Chun Leng decided to went home, so Yong Ren and I went to the BBQ pit under my block to find Miao Shan and the rest. She's holding her BBQ there celebrating her birthday. Went back home soon after a heavy downpour started, same for the rest. Bath, and slept.

Lastly, Happy Birthday Miao Shan!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i've alot of things in mind i wanted to express out. finally i've straighten out my thoughts after seeing words. these few years, why have i not thought of this before. loving a person doesn't meant to be together with him/her. as long as he/she is living well and happily, nothing matters anymore. love can't be forced. if it's yours, it will be. waiting for years, decades and centuries for the person you love is useless. if your loved asked you to wait, it's pointless. he/she won't leave you alone waiting if he/she still loves you. it's only an excuse for leaving.

once i heard a friend told me he saw this in someone's profile and i think it's quite true.
"i won't shed a tear for the person i love. because the person i loved won't make me tear if he/she really loves me."

think of others feeling too. there's no point saying things to the person you loved and hoping he/she would get back to you. try to put yourself in others shoe. if a person loves you alot, you don't even have a grain of feelings for him/her, you would feel that the person is annoying.

yes i am that person. i've been this person for the past 2 and half years. i've never thought of your feelings at all. i'm sorry. i'd tried my best to give up. this time i really would. if you happened to pass by and read my blog. you know who you are. is it still possible to be friends? leave it for you to decide. i've never regret loving you before. thats all i wanted to say.