Monday, June 11, 2007

didn't post for awhile cause of my freaking internet connection. the wire got loosen and i don't know why. had been disconnecting for the net like every 1-2min. what a bitch isn't it. hmm. lately nothing interesting happening. gonna go partyworld later in the morning with kailing and miao shan. spent money again. gonna save up some money soon. it's mid june already. 3 more months or so to my exams. hopefully i can keep my own promise of studying soon. but in the meantime still not possible. sigh. had been trying to tell someone something. but didn't have the courage to. i wanted to tell the someone that i wanted to give up, to stop loving her. therefore we could still be friends like the past and not like now which seems that we've never known each other before. maybe someday, i could really talk to her again just like a normal friend. and nothing else. yeah and it's only maybe. perharps it's better to remain this, you walk your path and i'll walk mine. no interfere on each others life. hmmm.

bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu ceng jing yong you.